After writing, she signed with her pen name in the lower right corner. Then she realized that she was no longer An Xiaojian. She wiped it away immediately.

She turned over the sketchbook and drew the scene of today’s quarrel. The small expression of Su Enran’s grievance, and the expression of Su Anqi who was scared appeared.

Jian Yi wrote, “The first quarrel, Su Enran, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t be angry with you, I hope you forgive Mom. In the future I would try to be a better mom. I hope to hear you call me ‘Mom’ one day. “

For the first time Su Enran ate the food she cooked, the small expression of “okay” was drawn. Jian Yian had a gentle smile on her face. At this moment, under the light, her appearance was enchanting. The woman was full of maternal love.

“Hope next time Su Enran can say: super delicious!”

All of this had been faithfully recorded by the camera.

There was thunder outside the window, but Jian Yi felt extremely peaceful. From the panic after waking up, to the fear when she learned about her death, to the inner peace now, it all came from the power given to her by the two children.

It was more than eleven o’clock, and Jian Yi closed the sketchbook. She was uneasy about Su Enran. In the orphanage, every rainy day, the dean mother would go to inspect all the kids, fearing that they would kick the quilt and get sick the next day.

The sky had been thundering and there were lightning flashes, sometimes illuminating the whole house.

Jian Yi went to Su Enran’s room, and before pushing the door open, she heard a low sob.

She was worried when she heard it. She turned on the light quickly, and saw Su Enran curled up and leaned against the head of the bed. The quilt covered him tightly.

While approaching, Jian Yi heard Su Enran say with tears, “Dad, Dad …”

There was no other word.

Jian Yi anxiously called out, “Su Enran?”

The crying and shouting stopped. At the same time, the sky thundered, the quiet Su Enran exclaimed in horror, and the quilt covering him shook.

Jian Yi quickly lifted the quilt,and hugged him quickly, “Su Enran, don’t be afraid, Mom is here.”

Su Enran looked up confusedly, and saw Jian Yi’s worried expression. He plunged into her arms, and all the grievances in his heart flooded. He cried loudly, as if venting all his fears.

“Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid, Mom is here, eh?” Jian Yi helped him wipe his tears. She tried to comfort him while holding him tightly in her arms.

When the thunder sounded, Su Enran shook. Jian Yi realized that the child was afraid of thunder.

“Don’t be afraid, Mom is here.”

Jian Yi patted his back gently,while trying to soothe him.

After a while, Su Enran’s emotions calmed down. The thunder outside had not stopped. Jian Yi thought a little then asked in a low voice, “Sleep with mom tonight, okay?”

Su Enran fell in Jian Yi’s arms. He choked gently, his eyes were red and he didn’t speak.

Jian Yi discovered that the child didn’t like to express his thoughts very much. So she picked him up directly, and bent over to get his slippers, “Okay, that’s it. You sleep with us.”

When he came to the door. Jian Yi stood facing the switch and asked, “Come on, Enran, help Mom switch it off.”

He reached out and turned off the light gently.

ian Yi took him back and kissed his small face, “Good boy.”

They came to the next door where Su Anqi was sleeping soundly. Jian Yi slept in the centre, with Su Enran on the left, Su Anqi on the right. She held Su Enran and gently patted his back, “Mom is here. Don’t be afraid, sleep. ”

Su Enran blinked his eyes wearily, and took a long breath. After exhaling all his fear, he fell asleep slowly.

Jian Yi touched his hair. His nose was reddened, and he looked extremely pitiful.

She had read the notes sent to her by the babysitter. In it his fear of thunder was not mentioned. She sighed in her heart, It looked like the little guy carried his fear secretly.

He was only five years old, Jian Yi felt very bad. Just now he was calling for his father. But in Jian Yi’s memory, Su Zixuan didn’t care much about the child.

Both Su Enran and Su Anqi were raised by their grandma, no, to be precise, it should be the nanny. Her mother-in-law was not a child-loving person, she took them just because the original owner didn’t care about her children. She was not much concerned about them.

After all, her mother-in-law had treated her own children the same way. This could also explain why Su Zixuan was not very concerned about his children. After all, he grew up in this type of environment.

Raising kids, there was a long way to go.

Thinking about how to make Su Enran more cheerful, Jian Yi gradually fell asleep.

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