While Su Xiaofei was confident with her face, she wasn’t as confident with her body. In her previous life, she was constantly criticized by anti-fans, comparing her figure to Ye Mingyu. Because of this, she had never been confident with her body before.

Although she was trying to embrace a healthier lifestyle this time, she wasn’t certain that others would accept her as she was. She was becoming nervous with every second that Lu Qingfeng didn’t do or say anything, but he was so lost in her that he didn’t notice her growing uneasiness.

Lu Qingfeng has never been in this position before with a woman, who will not only become familiar with his touch, but who will also connect with him intimately, and he found it overwhelming. Being allowed to touch Su Xiaofei like this was making his head spin.

What should he do first? He wondered.

It was then that he noticed that Su Xiaofei had flinched under his gaze. He finally looked at her face, feeling embarrassed being caught staring. In answer to her unspoken question, he reached out and gently leaned in to kiss her, assuring that she had nothing to be ashamed of.

“You are beautiful.” He whispered.

Su Xiaofei was perfect in his eyes. She was everything he considered beautiful in a woman. He liked her not so delicate body, long dark hair and her dainty feet. Her breasts were trying to get his attention. Her nipples were light in color and pebbling up from the cool air of the night surrounding them.

“May I…?” He knew it was too late to ask for her consent now, given the state he and Su Xiaofei were currently in.

Su Xiaofei laid on her side and placed a hand on his chest.

“You may.” She answered.

Lu Qingfeng laid down on the bed next to her, propping himself on his elbow, and allowed his eyes to travel through the length of her body. His hand followed shortly. He trailed his fingers from her neck down to the top of her breasts, his hand stopping. He gently cupped her breast, lightly squeezing the soft flesh, feeling her nipple hardening under his touch.

He then shifted his body and gently pushed her to widen her stance, so he had room to lay between her smooth thighs. Lowering his head, he took the hardened peak into his mouth and gently sucked on the tight bud.

“Ah!” Su Xiaofei softly cried out, one hand coming up to cover her mouth as the other fisted the sheets beneath her.

Her back arched, pushing her body towards him and Lu Qingfeng took the silent invitation to heart, his hands reaching up to compass her soft round mounds, pushing them together. He wondered if the things Song Yiran had forced him to watch before returning to Qiying City made sense in real life.

He went back and forth, giving intimate attention to each nipple, as Su Xiaofei squirmed and moaned beneath him under his still somewhat awkward ministrations. While she was making the most delightful sounds Lu Qingfeng has ever heard from her lips, she hadn’t articulated any comment on him. It made him wonder, self-consciously, if he was pleasing her correctly.

What if Feifei thought he was too rough or too forward? Would she think less of him because of his inexperience in the ways of intimacy?

Lu Qingfeng knew that Su Xiaofei should have been aware of his virginity, and wondered why she never asked him about it.

If he was able to at least please and satisfy Su Xiaofei tonight, perhaps he should give Song Yiran some credit for forcing him to learn of the ways in the bedroom with a woman. For a ladies’ man like Song Yiran, Lu Qingfeng wasn’t surprised that the man was knowledgeable in this matter.

In Lu Qingfeng’s book, sex was overrated. He didn’t think there was anything special about it and didn’t see what all the fuss was about.

Wasn’t it just two people getting naked for a little bit, with their body parts mingling until completion, and that was it? He didn’t really understand why people were so crazy about something blissful that was fleeting.

He also didn’t see any point in a random one-night stand, as it could only lead to disaster if he somehow ended up impregnating his partner. Also, regardless if Su Xiaofei didn’t like him at all or was already long dead in his previous lives, Lu Qingfeng would rather choose celibacy than to betray her.

However, now that he was here on a bed, being hot and naked with the woman he’d been yearning for a very long time, Lu Qingfeng thought that he was starting to understand it a little.

Sliding his body down, he moved his hips away from her weeping core, not wanting to cum even before he could satisfy his woman. He wanted to believe that he was pleasing her just fine, with how she moaned his name breathlessly and how she tried to hold onto his body.

After finally deciding to resume his task, Lu Qingfeng slid further down her body, stopping to kiss the underside of her breast, feeling her shiver beneath him in response. His tongue came out to drag down the expanse of her midsection, taking his time to familiarize himself with her body.

Lu Qingfeng panted, wishing he could penetrate her tight body tonight, but he wouldn’t. Didn’t she say that she only wanted them to get familiar with each other’s touch before their wedding? Wouldn’t it mean that he needed until their wedding night before he could claim her as his completely?

Suddenly, he sat up, leaving Su Xiaofei heaving for breath with confusion in her eyes. She looked at him with wonder, but he only shook his head in response before lifting her to sit on his lap, like she had done in his dream last night.. She was far better than the figment of imagination created by his mind.