Chapter 250 – IT WAS COLD AGAIN…

When his hands palmed her breasts, she closed her eyes, liking the touch of his warm hands.

She asked him to be careful as her nipples were super sensitive these days..not to start his they were leaking drop by drop.

Kian’s hands wandered to her bump and he was excited and nervous at the same time, touching something like that.

“She is sleeping!”

Tinsley said as he kept caressing her belly as if wanting Ava to kickback. He had felt her kicking in the restaurant and the hospital.

“Better because she does not need to know what mummy and daddy are doing!”

He said and the words did not go unnoticed by Tinsley for she never thought or was ready to hear anything like that.

His hands were still caressing her bump, curiously but for her as if the time had come to a stop, she could not stop from thinking what he had just said over and over again.

‘Mummy and daddy!!’

Was she ready to play a family with him after everything that had happened between them??

For all that mattered, she still could not come to terms with the fact that how could he accept such a thing so genuinely, without a drama??

She had known him for almost four to five months before leaving him. And he was a very possessive man who did not like to share things that belonged to him even one bit.

She had seen him getting out of control over the smallest of things and in a matter, as gravious as this one, he seemed so calm and confined.

It was as if he had accepted his faith…their faith and was sailing smoothly with the flow, not trying to resist it or do anything about it at all.

Tinsley had not felt so protective and cautious about anything at all but with the coming of her baby girl…Ava, things had changed.

She would not let things that happened to her…any of it to her daughter. She had vowed to protect her from all the evils and to nourish her with only love and care.

With Kian, now in the picture, she did not know how things were going to be like anymore.

For she could not even try and push him away after what and how he had threatened her with.

She did not want her Ava to be juggling between a court case of custody, the moment she would be born…just because her mother cared about separating from her husband more than her daughter…it would be unfair to Ava.

Tinsley was not alone anymore. A life was growing inside of her, who would be totally depending upon her in every step of the way.

And she was not going to disappoint her just like her parents did. She was not going to commit the same mistakes as her mother had done.

With everything that had been happening and as her eyes fell upon him…his grey pairs staring back at her with so much concern…

As she felt her senses coming seeping back into her nerves, the cold brushing over her skin making her recall, she was naked in front of his gaze…

The blood coursing through her hand, and what she had been touching, she pulled herself out from holding onto his manhood.

And right then and there, Kian had come to know that she had come back from her highs and just like he had been expecting…or was thinking all along, she was going to regret it…regret the moment they had shared.

Before she could say anything, he leaned down and laid a chaste kiss on the middle of her bump, patting it for one last time.

Her eyes were seeing everything, yet her mind and mouth could not think of doing anything or uttering out even a single syllable.

He started buttoning up her nighty one by one, pulling down the drapes of her nighty, he asked her to lay down and so she did…for not knowing what else to do at that moment.

She turned around, to face the other side and then the darkness loomed over them as he switched the lights off.

She felt him getting under the duvet, coming closer and then wrapping one of his arms around her waist, laying one soft kiss on her neck and mouthed a sweet good night.

A lone tear escaped her eyes, but he would never come to know about it as she felt his hot breath fanning over her cold ears and neck. She closed her eyes.

When she opened it, partially, she felt the bed cold and turned around to find him to be nowhere there.

She tried to listen to the water running in the bathroom but heard nothing. So she rose up and wore her night coat, getting up from the bed.

Her eyes landed on the clock hanging on the wall, stroke four in the morning. With barefoot, she opened the door of the bedroom, hoping to find him sleeping in the bedroom.

But he was not there, neither in the kitchen. She ran back to her bedroom and opened the bathroom, and found it empty without a soul too.

She came to the living room and found his clothing were gone. His shoes and everything else.

She went back inside the bedroom and opened the cupboard and found that the other spare clothes of him were not there too.

Her heart was thumping against her chest as she wore her shoes, sitting on the stool.

It felt unusual to be tying the shoelaces all by herself as he had been the one doing it for her all these days…almost a month by then.

She opened the front door and found the cold serene street to be empty as it should be…not one lively soul could her eyes see.

She wrapped the shawl over her body as she walked outside, trying to see if he was out here, taking a walk or running because he had a habit of doing so whenever things got heavy on him.

She had found him doing so before too. Leaving without a word for clearing up his head.

And she hoped to see at least the last sign of him being here…but when she saw that his Mercedes Benz was nowhere to be found…it was gone.

Her eyes wandered from the left to right corner of the parking lot and there was no spot of his luxurious vehicle…neither the one Drake drove, the grey Audi…it was gone too.

Her mind was in a frozen state. One side wanted to run and stop him from leaving…if he had already or about to?

She had no idea. She bit her lips, trying not to break down right there in the middle of the early morning street. She closed her eyes.

Shutting the door behind her, she tried to bend down to open the shoelaces but struggled to get close to it and her face got red, anger and frustration…another crack on her heart, burned all over her as she fell down on the floor, tired and hopeless.

A scream of hope submerged echoed out from her throat as tears after tears greeted her cheeks…her nose red…her mind and vision black.

He had left her once again….

She was out of his reach…

The blackness in the night sky reasoned with his mind and he had to leave her in the dark…before she would even know about that he had gone…

He had no choice but to do so. He knew that he was forcing himself upon her. She was nowhere ready to accommodate him in her new life and he had threatened her into doing so…

Everything was wrong…everything he had done so far with her was so wrong. Past was past. She had wronged him too and that had left an imprint upon his entire life.

And here, his life was linked to hers. And his soul was nowhere ready to part his ways from hers. He was so attached to her…so used to her.

Last night was magical…so enchanting. He had not thought for things to escalate so fast…the way she called out for him and let him worship her after such a long separation and then when he saw the rejection…

The way her eyes reflected the look of rejection, and how much his heart felt dejected at the very sight…

He knew…he saw it that he was hurting her all over again. Stopping from her happiness, coming in between once again.

He could not be with her….knowing his presence was only hurting her, she was tolerating him out of fear and anxiety…scared of his threat.

Once again, he had started on the wrong note. He had done it again. Nothing was correct about this.

He had to leave her for her sake.

And all she knew was that he had left her once again…lighting the candle, only to blow it away, right when the warmth was taking over the cold.

It was cold again…

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